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Written by Sabella Ogbobode Abidde   
Friday, 25 April 2008

 

How many Nigerians live abroad? No one knows; no one knows, with any degree of certainty, the number of Nigerians who have lawfully emigrated within the last thirty years. Records are not kept, and even when they are, such records are not reliable because of a variety of reasons including, but not limited to the fact that false identities can easily be assumed. The government also does not know the number of passports it has issued to bona fide Nigerians; it does not know, and will never know -- from now until the end of time -- how many non-Nigerians have Nigerian passports.

 

The Nigerian government doesn’t even know the numbers of Nigerians there are. Census figures, from the colonial era to the present, are either inflated or deflated, depending on the region, the state or the local government. Sadly, there are several things the Nigerian government does not know, including the amount of oil it has sold, how much it received in rent, the amount of money it has in its treasury, and how much has been stolen from it. Because the government is bad with numbers 1-3 billion dollars worth of oil are stolen every year by legitimate and illegitimate sources. I doubt if the government even knows the number of employees in its foreign missions.

 

In a social and economic sense, there are seven types of overseas-Nigerians. Be it in the Asia-Pacific Rim countries, North America or Europe , the typology is the same. For the purpose of this discourse however, overseas-Nigerians are re-categorized into four immigration related groups: (1) those waiting for God; (2) those waiting for Rawlings; (3) the emotionally damaged; and (4) the denial-indifference group. When it is all said and done, it doesn’t really matter which group one belong: perpetual migration has a way of jabbing and sapping the human spirit. To be away from ones motherland, to be away from familiar grounds and scents and voices and faces is not as easy as some may think.

 

Will there ever be a reverse migration of Nigerians? Frankly, I do not foresee a time -- anytime within the next quarter of a century -- when such will take place. Speaking in abstraction, the stars have to align in the proper order for such phenomenon to take place: several positive things have to happen at the right time and in a sustained way for there to be reverse migration. But when you consider the fact that for more than a quarter century Nigeria has been on a slippery slope to damnation, a lot -- a whole lot -- has to be done before the free-fall can be slowed, halted, and a turn around undertaken.

 

Consider the state of our political and cultural institutions. Consider the state of our educational institutions. Consider the state of our national culture. Consider also the attitude of Nigerians towards their country and their government; but beyond all that are the loss of faith, the abundant cynicism in our national psyche, and our indifference towards truth and honesty and personal responsibility. Too many things have gone wrong for far too long that extraordinary efforts are needed to make simple gains. It’s good to be hopeful, but there is nothing hopeful and promising about Nigeria .

 

Most Nigerians born in Nigeria after 1983 are damned. Such Nigerians are consigned to a culture and a life rife with excesses, lethargy, avarice and misery. What can Nigeria offer and what has Nigeria been offering such people? When your country does not love or want you, what do you do? When your country does not take care of your basic needs, why should you care for her? In this and other instances, patriotism or nationalism means nothing; it holds no special meaning for such Nigerians.

 

For the post-1983 Nigerians therefore, Nigeria does not exist the same way it existed for previous generations. In our anger and desperation, we tend to forget that there was a time our country was awash with heroes, intellectuals, capable minds, and men and women of essence. Naming names from a bygone era is not necessary. But how many heroes, intellectuals, capable minds, and men and women of élan could one name in today’s Nigeria ? The country, as far as I can surmise, is missing the right sets of leaders with the right set of training, mindset and worldview. The people and their leaders are lacking the courage and the political will to confront their history and their future.

 

The future of Nigeria is at stake. But no one should worry about the US intelligence estimate which predicted that the country may disintegrate sometimes within the next thirteen years. Nigeria is not going to breakup. Not with all that Black Gold. Not in my life time. But if oil is found in commercial quantity in all the regions of the country, well then, all bets are off. Until then, what will come to pass is the vicious and deepening cycle of grand theft, stupidity, callousness, indifference, confusion, hopelessness, poverty of common sense, and the establishment of physical and mental hell in the country -- exacerbated by insatiability, ethnic politics and religious fanaticism.

 

In all of these, continental Nigerians are not oblivious to what is happening to them and to their country. No. They are concerned. They are worried. They want solutions. But they lack the courage and the political will to retake their country. So, much like their foreign-based counterparts, they are waiting for God -- the omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscience God -- to solve their problems. Within a twenty-five year period, the vast majority of Nigerians have come to believe that only God can solve their problems. And so they wait. They wait for God. They wait for God to solve man-made problems. With hand folded, eyes to the heavens, they wait. They pray. They wait. And pray some more.

 

Those not waiting for divine intervention are waiting for a Rawlings. The hope is that someone will come along to dig up decayed and decaying roots; sanitize the air, bury the garbage, and help them make sense of their country. Murtala Mohammed couldn’t get to it; and Buhari was thrown out before gains could be made. Democracy or no Democracy, somewhere in the back of their minds, a great many Nigerians yearns for a forthright or benevolent dictator: someone to clean up all the messes. Either way one looks at it -- by way of participant observation or statistical and institutional analysis -- Nigeria is in a rot, in a deep pile of shit. Forgive the vulgarity, but how else could one say it?

 

Continental Nigerians are waiting for God or for Rawlings. And so are their foreign-based brethrens. They want to return home, but they can’t. Every so often they call home to see if things are improving. They occasionally visit to see and experience things -- needing to be convinced that things are improving. They scout cyberspace for news about the economic and political conditions. At every turn, they are disappointed. They are saddened. They become depressed. They know they could do better in Nigeria , but Nigeria doesn’t want or need them. And no matter how successful and well-placed they might be in the western world, they will never be truly accepted. They will always be different, will always be foreigners, not fully fitting in. It hurts. Truly, it hurts to be second or third.

 

If you are a teenager or if you are in your twenties and thirties, living abroad can be fun. But once past 40, life in a foreign land becomes tedious. Past 50, it becomes depressing. Past 60, it may drive you insane. Past 70, you may not know it, but others may know you are a walking-dead. There are certain things a six or seven figure salary cannot replace: the joy of being Home. Home is where the heart and the soul are. It is why they hope that things will improve so reverse migration can begin.

 

Overseas-Nigerians are waiting to return home. They have no history of armed struggles or political activism, so armed resistance or resistance of any sort is out of the question. Nigerians are not good at dying. They hate death. When they die, they die not for their country, but for ethnic or religious causes. Courage and audacity is not part of their makeup, so they’d rather just whine and whine and whine. And when they are not whining, they are praying for some sort of divine intervention; otherwise, they are hoping for Rawlings.

 

There will be no God and there will be no Rawlings. Nigerians, wherever they may be, must take back their Homeland. The must wake up and begin the journey to recapture their Motherland. No one will do it for them. Not a God, not a Superman. They must do it themselves.

 

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How many Nigerians l...Read the full article.

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Oga Sabella,
Thank you for your well written article, but i have one or two issues to join with you. I do agree that unfortunately we have a government that does not know( or rather does no care to know) how many of it's citizen are out of it's shore. Or better still there are no statistics in which adequate and proper planning can be based on.

However to say it would take the next quarter of a century, for there to be any shift in our political situation/migration is something i do not agree with. My question is, is Nigeria not going to be changed by Nigerians, if we all throw our hands up, then we might as well stop complaining as nobody else would do it , but us, as Nigerian, as individual.

Also i do not agree that anyone born after 1983 is damned, i have see Nigerians who are 25yrs old and below doing fantastically well for themselves irrespective of the prevailing economic and political situation.
And these breed of Nigerian are the future and hope upon which our hope as a nation hinges, Wole Soyinka, might have aptly describe his and maybe one or two other generation below him as wasted, but in the mist of these hopelessness, i still very much believe that a Nigeria, with purpose, courage, moral and political leadership shall emerge.
And i hope to be a catalyst for that change, are you going to join us?

Posted by Jagunlabi| 25.04.2008 06:18

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Dear Sabella,
The ideas you have put together here are monumental, incisive and depressing.
They are ideas that have been bordering my mind for close to a decade.

I have read a lot of ranting branded as "Truth-to-Power" but l tell you without any form of prejudice, your write-up is the real Truth, not just to Power but to ALL Nigerians, in and out of the country.
If you were born post-1983, then God has really bestowed you with wisdom beyond your age because at around 25yrs (+ or - a few) you are thinking like an "Agbaa" :D , an intelligent one for that matter!

I am one of those waiting for a "Rawlings".
I look at the mindset of these current Politicians, as much as l detest the military Boys grabbing power, "NO AGBADA or Babanriga" can resolve the comatose situation we have on our hands right now.

I am hoping (and praying at times but willing to play an active part) for somebody that commands the respect of the military (sometimes, l wonder whether these military boys are not just saboteurs? Once a civilian President gives them new cars and some juicy contracts, they seem to think thats “all and only stake” they have in this country? Being "empowered" with the gun, are they not supposed to be even more conscious and be the conscience of this country? Dont they have family members that die from armed robbery? that die from Kerosene or Power Generator explosion? or that die from preventable road accidents or from ill-equipped hospitals or spiraling cost of fuel as a result of NNPC's ineptness and corruption? Why are they so quiet or are they just what FELA called them: Zombies?)

Why are we making reference to Jerry Rawlings up till today when he is not even a Nigerian? He has made his mark and his country Ghana, is better for it today and his name will always be written in their hearts of hearts, in Gold.

Since ordinary civilians cannot implement the kind of change that would turn Nigeria around, as a result of the deep entrenchment of the powers-that-be; they just dont have the fire-power to back it up. We need the armed forces in a way. Idiagbon and Buhari could have been it but we all know what happened to that regime!
Nigerian leaders are just too heartless and will “command” the Army and MOPOL to mow-down in cold blood, any peaceful challenge to their wickedness. Ask the people of Zaki Biam, Odi or Lagosians, during the SAP riots. Ask the agitators for equity in the Niger Delta….go on, ask them.

I want that Rawlings, who so much loves his country and is ready to lay down his life for it (not the IGP - Sir Okiro type of dying for only the President!). Someone who will clean the stables, set a new agenda and monitor it from the sidelines. He must have the force of the military, the intelligence and acumen of a technocrat, the strong-will of a champion boxer, the fear of God and respect for fellow man. A unique blend.
Anyone that works against the interest of our country (Offenders) must be shot or sent to jail, whichever is more expedient. Thats the horrible truth and that includes ME.
Abnormal problems and situations don’t require “rule of law or due-nonsense”, they require abnormal solutions, for a specific time frame.

The guy should seek out like-minded Nigerians who take pride in the glory of their country Nigeria and are willing to sacrifice for their beloved country, to assist him in turning the country around for like 3years. I know it can be done. The threat and implementation of massive jail term or firing squad should always be there, not as in the present system where every treasury looter and their accomplice are either awarded chieftaincy title or rewarded with an oil block or ambassadorial posting! Recent revelations about abuse of privilege and the country are just mind numbing and could induce HBP in the faint hearted.

And the West will also try to sabotage this effort by crying wolf and foul on the platter of human rights but where are they now that Nigerians are living under dehumanizing conditions? They are the beneficiaries of stolen funds, they are the beneficiaries of cheap labor (where a Nigerian university graduate will be their security man or floor cleaner), and it also makes them "feel good" to say that black people are backward and incapable of putting their house in order.

For once, let all ethnic propagandist sheath their sword, let the leader be fair to ALL, from Sokoto, Onitsha, Niger Delta to Maiduguri, Akwa Ibom and down to Lagos. Let us have equal and accelerated development, especially in the Niger Delta. Jobs, Housing, Industries, pipe borne water, equipped schools and hospitals, re-organized and dissected Police force, repaired roads and most importantly, stable power supply: I assure you, all these are possible within three years, with a strong, committed and dedicated leader.
And Nigerians will naturally gravitate towards such leader and he would be like a god to them, for centuries to come.

These are my thoughts and my feelings.
Other people have their own thoughts and feelings and they are entitled to it I do not wish to engage in brick-brats over these.
My heart aches for my country and l long to return home and assist in my own little way, to stand tall among other nationalities and be proud, not just put of patriotism but because THE FACTS ON GROUND SPEAK FOR THEMSELVES.

Am waiting and am still waiting for that Rawlings……..Maybe God would send him but am sure God himself would not come down. That am very sure of.

10Kobo situation!

Posted by 10Kobo| 25.04.2008 07:53

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Thank you Sabella. I am particularly impressed by your closing remarks


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Yes, I agreed the closing remark summed it up, but that in itself is the problem because it is a mirage.

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Good write up but I do not totally agree with ur POV. Look around you, the change is already here. I am proud to say I am part of that generation you think is doomed but we know better. We are gradually changing things. We are not waiting for any 'leader' or 'govt' to emerge because we know WE are the leaders we are waiting for. We are changing the country ONE IDEA at a time, it may take us 100 years but we KNOW we will get there.

We are the generation driving the Financial, IT, Entertainment, Telecoms... sector. Unlike our parents before us, we come abroad to study and get good work and live experience and we GO back to create wealth with our ideas back home.

We are unafraid and daring, we marry across ethnic/religious lines and build companies with fellow ideas people. We know that MERITOCRACY is the future!

We do not blindly RESPECT our elders, we question and question because we know WE just can't hide under 'its our culture'

We are sons and daughters of ordinary folks and even sons and daughters of the corrupt old order but the difference is that WE know better. We do not go back to be 'fixed' by connection into NNPC...wE RECOGNISE our parents as being plagued by poverty of the mind and we are FREE of that disease because we know that our hands are BLESSED.
We come abroad with our eyes open, proudly Nigerians, standing tall and knowing the 'onyibos' fixed their land and we have to fix ours. We celebrate our artistes and movies without apology, we exhault our nation before all others because our vision is fixed on what we can be and not what we are.

We are the generation boycotting BA because we DEMAND to be treated with respect. We do not fawn over govs, senators or so called 'leaders' because we know their power comes from the fact that they are regarded as 'iroko' trees. Try ignoring them and their loot and see how fast they crumble.

We do not go home with our nose in the air, charging up cards to go show off. We go home with ideas and synergise with those back home to bring them to fruition. We clean gutters in our neighbourhood, put garbage cans in the streets, hold youth seminars to empower, fix our old schools, teach in our former colleges and fix the toilets at the airports...because we know change is a process and we can all be a part of it.

we study Engineering, Medicine, law.....we do not hide under the lie that 'there are no jobs' and apply with only oil companies and banks... we are not ashamed to open a tatoo shop, sew ankara, open a buka, become an actress/actor, a photographer, publish a magazine, write a book....

Please ppl, Naija is already on a GROWTH path, you have a choice: join us or continue to see only the gloom. Leadership is not only top down, it can be bottom up and we are seizing the moment. The revolution is HERE and it is one day at a time.
I am proud to be a Nigerian in this period of rebirth

Posted by BiafranPrincess| 25.04.2008 11:11

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=Jagunlabi;4295009749>Oga Sabella,


Also i do not agree that anyone born after 1983 is damned, i have see Nigerians who are 25yrs old and below doing fantastically well for themselves irrespective of the prevailing economic and political situation.



Jagunlabi,

When you see Nigerians 25 years old doing "fantastically well for themselves", please how many did you see wasting or you did not see those?

The truth is that the ripple effect of the inept leadership of Nigeria does not discriminate against age..everyone of us has a portion that affects us adversely.

Posted by Onari| 25.04.2008 11:31

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Good write up Mr. Abidde. While i believe in Nigeria, i do not believe there will ever be a revolution of any sort, there is so much faultlines, that whoever lead the revolution we be damned by one ethnic group or the other (1966 Nzeogwu and co.), our leaders knows this, that is why they continue to play us against eachother, knowing well that there will never be another Nzeogwu... i for one abhor any form of violence takeover of government, i believe there are other way of achieving change, as many successful country of the world has proved, if you go back in time till this very moment you find that the most successfull and developed economy are mostly mono-culture society, where one language and culture exist, unlike ours which is fraught with diverse languages, cultures and religions, and a country where we hate eachother so intensely for one reason or the other.... we can only have Nigeria of our dream, if almighty God (i know you don't believe in God, but i do, and i know he does things in a way no man can imagine or expect) can have mercy and send us a visionary leader, that is accepted by most Nigerians and who is patriotic and unselfish.
Mr. Abidde, i will always disagree with you and your kind that always mentioned General Muritala Mohammed name at the drop of a hat, Muritala Mohammed committed crime against humanity (the massacre of the innocents in Asaba) and his perceived later act will never wash with me and others that knows better, if Muritala was to be alive today, he will be cooling his heels at Den Hague with the likes of Charles Taylor, late Slobodan Milosevic and others (if the Asabians want it)... i don't know what the people of Odi and others are waiting for to call for the trials of Obasanjo for his crimes; the destruction and massacre of their homeland. Until we Nigerians stop calling criminals heros and stop celebrating those that robbed us blind, Nigeria will never know peace, we should start calling a spade a spade, and condemned the criminals in our midst, whose sources of wealth cannot be ascertain, no matter their ethnicities or even if they are our blood.
WE DON'T NEED ANOTHER REVOLUTION WE HAD THAT IN 1966, WHAT WE NEED IS FOR NIGERIANS TO START RESPECTING LAW AND MAKING SURE THAT OUR REPRESENTATIVES IN GOVERNMENT OR HOUSES OF ASSEMBLY ARE QUESTIONED AND SANCTIONED WHEN THEY ERRED, BY DOING THIS WE WILL GET TO THE NIGERIA OF OUR DREAM. REVOLUTION WE NEVER ACHIEVE ANYTHING, BUT WORSEN THINGS JUST LIKE THE 1966 COUP PLUNGED NIGERIA INTO THE MESS IT FIND ITSELF TODAY (if Nzeogwu's coup has been successful, maybe we may have been approaching the promiseland by now, not sighting it from afar off as Moses did).
I believe our leaders knows what to do, but greed, selfishness and primitive accumulations of our commonwealth will never allow them to do the right thing, so is left for us to pressure our representatives (that is if they are actually elected by us), believe me, if our representatives are actually elected by us, they will change, and Nigeria will be better for it, and the call for REVOLUTION of any kind will never surface.

MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS NIGERIA AND AFRICA AND HAVE MERCY ON THE TROUBLED CONTINENT, AMAN.

Posted by omo naija| 25.04.2008 11:55

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=BiafranPrincess;4295009869>Good write up but I do not totally agree with ur POV. Look around you, the change is already here. I am proud to say I am part of that generation you think is doomed but we know better. We are gradually changing things. We are not waiting for any 'leader' or 'govt' to emerge because we know WE are the leaders we are waiting for. We are changing the country ONE IDEA at a time, it may take us 100 years but we KNOW we will get there.

We are the generation driving the Financial, IT, Entertainment, Telecoms... sector. Unlike our parents before us, we come abroad to study and get good work and live experience and we GO back to create wealth with our ideas back home.

We are unafraid and daring, we marry across ethnic/religious lines and build companies with fellow ideas people. We know that MERITOCRACY is the future!

We do not blindly RESPECT our elders, we question and question because we know WE just can't hide under 'its our culture'

We are sons and daughters of ordinary folks and even sons and daughters of the corrupt old order but the difference is that WE know better. We do not go back to be 'fixed' by connection into NNPC...wE RECOGNISE our parents as being plagued by poverty of the mind and we are FREE of that disease because we know that our hands are BLESSED.
We come abroad with our eyes open, proudly Nigerians, standing tall and knowing the 'onyibos' fixed their land and we have to fix ours. We celebrate our artistes and movies without apology, we exhault our nation before all others because our vision is fixed on what we can be and not what we are.

We are the generation boycotting BA because we DEMAND to be treated with respect. We do not fawn over govs, senators or so called 'leaders' because we know their power comes from the fact that they are regarded as 'iroko' trees. Try ignoring them and their loot and see how fast they crumble.

We do not go home with our nose in the air, charging up cards to go show off. We go home with ideas and synergise with those back home to bring them to fruition. We clean gutters in our neighbourhood, put garbage cans in the streets, hold youth seminars to empower, fix our old schools, teach in our former colleges and fix the toilets at the airports...because we know change is a process and we can all be a part of it.

we study Engineering, Medicine, law.....we do not hide under the lie that 'there are no jobs' and apply with only oil companies and banks... we are not ashamed to open a tatoo shop, sew ankara, open a buka, become an actress/actor, a photographer, publish a magazine, write a book....

Please ppl, Naija is already on a GROWTH path, you have a choice: join us or continue to see only the gloom. Leadership is not only top down, it can be bottom up and we are seizing the moment. The revolution is HERE and it is one day at a time.
I am proud to be a Nigerian in this period of rebirth




I AGREE WITH YOU MY FELLOW VILLAGER. THE WORD OF JOHN F. KENNEDY COMES TO MIND "think not what your country can do for you think what you can do for your country"
if we all want change in Nigeria, let the changes we want begins with us...

MAY GOD CONTINUE TO BLESS NIGERIA AND AFRICA, AND HAVE MERCY ON THE TROUBLED CONTINENT, AMEN.

Posted by omo naija| 25.04.2008 12:01

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for the fact we dont see the dynamics in our country, for every handfull of people doing well, their is a bucketful that is in poverty, the banking sector employs 72,000 nigerians in a country of 130 million, yet people sometimes feel that half of our youths are employed by the banks, in reality the banks employ a small fraction. We need to most importantly get the leadership right, capitalism can achieve the current economic dynamism, but kidnapping, bank robbery and fraud will swiftly pursue behind.

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