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One of the illusions I had was that
people, in this case, Africans, want to understand themselves. I thought that
they want to look into themselves and understand why they do what they do, and
having done so correct some of their untoward behaviors.
To me, in many areas, African
behaviors seem weird. First, they have a history of selling their people into
slavery; for over a thousand years they sold their people to Arabs and
Europeans. As far as I know, very few of them fought to stop slavery. It
took external others, mostly Europeans, to understand that selling human beings
into slavery is wrong and fight to stop it. These foreigners, actually, had to
come to Africa and fight Africans to prevent them from selling their people. In
West Africa they had to figure out a replacement trade (palm oil, palm kennel
etc) and encourage Africans to embrace the new trade before Africans stopped
capturing and selling their people.
Africans did not show shame and
guilt from selling their people. Conscience tells me that they ought to be
walking around with their heads hung low, but, instead, they seem a happy
people.
In some parts of Africa there is
still slavery. There is slavery in Sudan, Mauritania, and Niger etc. In those
countries, black Africans who have embraced Arab culture call themselves Arabs
and call other Africans, those who have not embraced Arab culture, Africans.
These so-called Arabs who in North America would be called Negroes and enslaved
by white folk hunt down other Africans, like animals, capture and enslave them.
In Northern Sudan men who look as black as charcoal ride their horses into
Southern Sudan, kill adult Africans and enslave the women and children.
This is an especially cruel
behavior.Only in Africa is such cruelty still taking place, and Africans do not
rise in mass and fight to stop it; they wait for their white fathers to
complain about such odious behaviors and come to stop them.
In my own Alaigbo ( Nigeria)
remnants from slavery times are quartered in what amounts to slave quarters and
are discriminated against; they are not allowed to socialize with so-called
free men or to intermarry with them. The Osu in Alaigbo is treated worse than
slaves were treated in antebellum Southern USA. Yet few Igbos complain about
this matter.
I am an Igbo from the best of Igbo
families; in fact, I come from the first family of the land, the producers of
the peoples Amadioha high priests, the leaders of Igbo religion. I am a diala,
a freeman.
I complained about the treatment of
osu folk in our land. Instead of seeing my behavior as noble many Igbos were
angry at me. Indeed, some of them write that only an osu could complain about
the plight of osus hence I must be an osu. They publicly called me an Osu.
Suppose I was an osu should they not
be ashamed calling me osu? These people are savages, I tell you; their
civilization is skin deep. They are rustic villagers in business suits, monkey
suits!
Even though the term osu means slave
certain Igbo clans in the Owerri area employ it as a term of endearment. If a
person is totally dedicated to what he is doing he is called an Osu, as in
saying about a hard worker: he works like an osu, like a slave. If a person is
completely dedicated to serving God he is often called Osuji, osuchukwu or
Njoku (Gods servant), none of which means that the person is a slave. Indeed,
the war leader of the people is generally called osuagha, literally, war slave
but metaphorically general.
The fact that so-called educated
Igbos actually called me an osu, to humiliate me and get me to shut up and not
talk about the osuphenomenon in Igbo land, no doubt, goes to show you how
unrepentant these people are. I believe that if white men had not fought to
stop slavery in Africa that many Africans would still be practicing slavery
with gusto and show no guilt from that dastardly behavior. They call themselves
Christians but behave as savages of the first order.
I doubt that many of them even know
what is right from what is wrong; if they did how come just about all their
politicians are thieves?What seems to matter to them is pretending that they
are very important persons, VIP. They are so narcissistic that they make you
want to laugh at the childish extent they go to seem pretended important
persons.
It seems that their entire behavior
is motivated by doing what they fancy would make them seem very important in
other peoples eyes. Though they have contributed little of significance to
science, technology and government yet they masquerade as special people.
The Igbos pretend that they are
superior to other African tribes and, worse, want you to collude with their
grandiosity and tell them that they are a superior people.
If you are rational you ask: in what
field of human endeavor have they shown superiority? In making contribution to
science and technology? In self governance? Before the white man came to their
world, their governance level was rudimentary; they were a stateless people
with only village level social organization.
All human beings are the same, equal
and one. Pretending to be superior to other human beings is insane behavior.
So, you tell them to stop pretending superiority and accept our inherent
equality and they resent you for asking them to see all Nigerian tribes as
equal. Instead, they want you to collude with their insanity and tell them that
they are superior to their Nigerian fellows. They see you as their public
enemy and do whatever their underdeveloped minds deem necessary to bring you
down. You shake your head at such daftness.
These people refuse to own up what
is shameful in their behavior but present a false, sham appearance of who they
want to be seen as to the world to accept and refuse to look into their souls
and see what is wrong in them and change them.They are mostly narcissistic and
paranoid in personality make up.
In contemporary African politics, it
seems that folk go into politics to figure out ways to steal from the public
treasury. Just about all African politicians are corrupt, are thieves.
If they are not stealing from their
people they are seeking their peoples attention as special folk. Though in
physical appearance the African politician eats until he gets grossly fat and
grosses you out, they fancy themselves special and worthy of admiration.These
are folk who look like they are nine months pregnant, who cannot exercise
without risking heart attack; who do not run, swim and play tennis etc so as to
stay in good shape.
It seems that all that these folk
know how to do is eat food; they live to eat, not eat to live. Their over
eating and lack of exercise makes them physically repulsive yet they somehow
fancy themselves attractive and want you to see them as ideal persons and
respect them!
I have had occasion to run into some
African heads of states; they generally looked like over fed, bloated pigs. I
must confess that I had no respect for these creatures. In general, I have not
found African leaders (except Nelson Mandela) whose conduct in office and
personal life makes them seem respect worthy. I certainly do not want to be
like any of them. If imitation is the highest compliment I do not imitate these
thieves and gluttons.
Do non-Africans admire Africans? I
doubt it. That just about says it all, does it not? At best folk pity and
sympathize with Africans perpetual suffering, their disease ridden lives and
give them monetary aid (money that their leaders would quickly redirect to their
personal pockets) but do not want to be like them.
As an axiom, human beings want to be
like those achieving something in the world of science and technology, and in
other fields of human endeavors. Human beings do not want to be like those who
seem to live to do what guarantees their peoples eternal poverty, those
stealing their peoples money and not working for their peoples welfare.
Sometimes I ask: are Africans human
beings? Are they, may be, some kind of apes and we take them as human beings?
Having avoided Africans for a long
time, almost three years ago, I rejoined them and undertook to share insights
into why human beings do what they do.
I was very much aware that no ego
analysis is free of ones own ego. If you analyze other egos you do so with your
own ego hence is biased and not necessarily objective. Novice analysts may see
something in them, dissociate from it, deny it and project it to other people
(this is called transference issue in psychoanalysis). Therefore, an analyst
must first analyze himself, better still, have another analyst analyze him; he
must ascertain that he is not projecting whenever he thinks that he sees
something in other people, for what we see in other persons is generally what
we see in ourselves. Some projection is inevitable in analyzing people.
Since none of us knows what other
persons are thinking the only way we can say something about their thoughts is
through projective identification. In this light, some of that I said
about Africans is projection.
Let it be noted, however, that
before I said any thing about Africans, I did first ask: is what I am saying
about Africans in me; am I projecting out what I see in me to them? Where the
answer is yes I accept my projection.
How do we know that our perception
is true? As far as I know perception is deemed accurate if it is shared by
other people. If what you see is what other people see then you are relatively
seeing clearly. Ultimately, we do not know what reality is but in society
reality is what society says that it is; reality is what many people see as
real; reality is the consensus of many people; reality is a social construct.
To make sure that I was not
engaged in excessive projection, I asked other folk about their perception of
Africans and in the main they saw what I saw. I presume that my perception of
Africans is relatively correct. I stand to be corrected if my perception is
faulty.
What struck me as I tried to share
insights into why human beings (in this case, Africans) do what they do is how
the majority of my African readers resented what I was doing. If I were to say
anything that put them in a negative light they vociferously resented it.
As it were, Africans wanted me to do
what liberal white scholars do: tell them that nothing is ever their fault,
that everything that is wrong in their lives is the fault of white folk and
blame whites for them but never blame Africans.
If Africans in government are mostly
thieves instead of calling them criminals liberal sociologists study what
social forces made them criminals? They tell us what white men, colonialism and
neocolonialism did to make Africans not develop honesty and integrity. Oh, you
know, slavery makes slaves not own anything and resent their masters; stealing
from their master, whites, is seen as fighting back. Africans learned to steal
from their white masters. Now that white men are no longer ruling them, they
still associate their governments as white mens governments, as others
instrument of political control, and steal from them and in their eyes feel
like they are doing the right thing.
This and similar garbage is given as
explanation of why most African politicians are criminals. Well, I am not a
white liberal approaching Africans as if they are children to be understood, as
patronizing and condescending white liberal scholars often do.
I am an African who sees African
leaders as adult human beings and, as such, ought to take responsibility for
their good or bad behaviors.
Where I see Africans do bad things I
call them on it. I am not interested in rationalizing Africans evil behaviors.
I am not motivated to explain away Africans corruption. I call African leaders
who steal from their people thieves; I call them slavers if they enslaved their
people.I would not hesitate in pumping bullets into the heads of the rulers of
Sudan and Mauritania for not putting a stop to the nonsense of slavery.
Because I undertook to say it as I
see it I became the sworn enemy of certain Africans. Instead of gratitude for
what I said they wanted to redirect the conversation to me. They wanted to make
me the issue, to place me in a negative light. The thinking is that if they could
make me look bad what I said would not be listened to. Thus, they concentrated
on what seemed to me trivia. They asked whether I have the degree they were of
the impression that I have, doctorate. They investigated my background no end,
trying to see if there is something that they could unearth to humiliate me
with.
I ask: what has having a
doctorate (though I have one) got to do with anything. Cant a person state the
truth even if he had only elementary or no education?Apparently, these people
are still suffering from colonial mentality and what a person says is only
important if he attended white mens schools. As it were, white institutions
have to legitimize an African as an intellectual before Africans accepted him
as such. If it could be shown that one is not legitimized by white folk then
what one says is not acceptable to Africans. This is childish behavior of the
first order.
Having satisfied themselves that I
did go to certain universities they then wondered where I am working. If I am
not attached to a white institution I must not be good enough.
Let it be said that I left my
professorial job and voluntarily went into the wilderness. In white academia
one is essentially a controlled rat and must say what ones white masters deem
acceptable for one to be rewarded with positive reinforcers, such as job
promotion and money. No African can be truthful to himself in a white academic
milieu. I went to the desert searching for water. Like Joseph Campbells hero
with a thousand faces I went on a heros journey in search of authentic
knowledge. The hero leaves the known world and goes into an unknown world to
search for the truth, and when he has found it, returns to his world to share
what he found.
I was not attached to white
institutions. Because of this fact, some Africans were saying: see, I told you
he could not obtain a job in papa white mans universities etc therefore he is
not good enough.
These Africans, I tell you, are
dense. It is actually insulting working for white institutions but they do not
know it.At any rate, their goal was to make me the issue rather than pay
attention to what I was saying.
Indeed, some of them called me
a quack. A quack from Americas top ten universities? A quack that was sought
after by many universities, including Ivy League ones?
The person who calls you a quack
does so for many reasons including the fact that he feels that he is a quack.
He denies his negative self assessment and projects it to you. He sees in you
what he sees in his self.
Is he a quack? Not
necessarily. He just feels that he is one. What a man feels that he is and what
he is are different things. Seeing himself as a quack may only mean that he has
lost confidence in himself.
Moreover, by calling you a quack he
plays a trick on his mind: he dismisses what you said about him that he does
not want to hear. He resumes living his life as he has always lived it, doing
the same old things, making the same old mistakes.
In chemical dependency treatment,
they say that insanity is doing the same things (taking drug, such as nicotine,
caffeine, heroine, cocaine etc that destroy the human body), over and over
again, and expecting different results (healthy body). Africans steal from
their people and are, by and large, self-centered but want to be developed!
Development requires a change in their behaviors, becoming social centered,
(sociocentric) having social interests and working for the peoples common
good.
Calling a person who calls them
thieves quack is an ego defense mechanism that enables them not to look into
their souls and see the dreadful things they are doing and change them.
Africans, apparently, have infinite ways of deceiving themselves thus making it
inevitable for them to remain backward.
I believe that many Africans were
afraid of the fact that I was trying to look into their souls and tell them
what is in it. They would rather present the superficial appearance of goodness
they present to the white world to relate to.
I think that Africans are
afraid of looking into their souls because they believe that in there are evil
so dark that any one beholding it would recoil and look away.
The evil is Africans selling their
people into slavery. Until the white men came to some parts of Africa, Africans
used to bury life slaves with their so-called dead chiefs. Some Africans, Igbos
for example, used to throw twin babies into what they called the evil forest
(Mkporo, Ajo Ohia
a white Roman Catholic Sister, Mary Salesie? worked to stop
that particular evil).
Africans, in my judgment, had
heinous social practices that they are ashamed of but instead of looking them
in the face and accepting them as mistakes and resolving to change them would
rather hide them and pretend that no body sees them.
Africans think that they have fooled
the world by presenting a seeming good face to the public. Alas, no one is
fooled but the pretender. The world sees you as you are, for as you are are
manifested in your current behaviors.
If you are a thief you would steal.
Since, by and large, they do not like to work hard and would rather white
men worked hard and accumulated wealth and they relieved them of it through crooked
ways, they resort to such thievery as 419 advance fee scams.
No one is deceived but the person
who believes that he is deceiving people. In reality, Africans are folk who
seem unable to govern themselves despite white liberals telling them that white
men made them unable to do so. It is Africans that live in terrible poverty,
not whites, not Asians. (We must banish the writings of white liberals from
Africans; they baby Africans instead of talking to them like adult men. Steve
Biko, my student days' hero, used to rail against white liberals role in
perpetuating apartheid in South Africa.)
Fear Of
Depression
Why do Africans not want to look
into their souls, their ego unconscious and see the shit that is there and
correct it?I believe that if Africans looked into their souls and accepted the
evil their ancestors committed and the evil they commit in the present by not
caring for their people they would become depressed. They would feel guilty,
shamed, and suicidal. They would exhibit the symptoms of depression: lack of
interest in the activities of daily living (food, personal grooming, sex, work,
sports, socializing etc). I am not talking about major depression that is
probably rooted in biological causation but Dysthymic depression that is caused
by the individuals life style.
I believe that this fear of
depression disposes Africans to deny responsibility for their peoples obvious
odious behaviors in the past and present. They seek ways to deny facts and
pretend that they are good despite their obvious no goodness.
Why The
Rampancy Of Paranoia In Africans
Those who deny the inadequacies they
see in themselves and pretend to be ideal, perfect persons, tend to develop
paranoid symptoms. William Meissner made this seminal point in his book, the
Paranoid Process. (New York: Aronson, 1980)
Many Africans present with paranoia.
They act as if they are socially and existentially important while in our
contemporary world they are at the bottom of everything. They fear been
demeaned by other people. Their fear of humiliation, degradation, belittlement
and criticism bothers on the paranoid personalitys fears of been demeaned. If
you dared see them as emperors without their clothes on they feel attacked and
counter attack you by calling you childish put down names. These people exist
with one goal in their minds, to insult and humiliate folk. They feel
humiliated and want to humiliate folk.
Simply stated Africans fear
depression and mask it with paranoia. Paranoia inheres in pretended self
importance, in pretending to be a false grandiose self.
Even as they are corrupt and are
thieves they want you to see them as ideal human beings. Ideal human beings do
not steal from their people.
The day idealism is represented by
those who sold their own people, those who instead of doing what lift up their
people from poverty steal from them are the day the world comes to an end.
Can
Africans Govern Themselves Well?
Given Africans tendency not to accept
responsibility for their behaviors, their preference for blaming other people
for their problems, the question is: can they govern themselves well.If those
who govern themselves well are generally those who take responsibility for
their mistakes and do not blame others for them, can Africans govern themselves
well?
I believe that Africans will not
govern themselves well until they look into their souls and accept their past
mistakes, correct them and learn how to love their fellow Africans rather than
sell them, and learn how to work for the development of Africa rather than
stealing from African treasuries.
I believe that until Africans take
responsibility for their behaviors and stop blaming white folk for their
problems they cannot govern themselves well.
This is pessimism but such is the
truth. I do not expect good governance in Africa in the next few decades, not
until Africans take their lives into their own hands and accept blame for their
many odious behaviors.
Only very few Africans that I have
interacted with take responsibility for their mistakes. Since it takes
ownership of ones behaviors for one to be a good leader I would not make the
irresponsible Africans I know dog catchers!
I often wonder whether colonialism
should have lasted a bit longer, lasted until Africans learned responsibility.
See, Nigerias school were as good as English schools during colonial times but
now are not even schools, unless by school you mean a place where folk go to
have sex with theirso-calledprofessors for grades.
Colonialism has a tendency of
perpetuating irresponsibility, such as making the colonized not taking
ownership of their mistakes, so it was right that it ended.
We shall not return to colonialism
What we have to do is find a way to retrain Africans and get them to look into
their souls and stop fearing to do so, and learn about their mistakes, accept
them and learn how to correct them.
As I see it, Africa would not be
well governed until Africans start taking responsibility for their actions.
Perhaps, this would not occur until the middle of this twenty-first century?
In the meantime one accepts
contemporary Africans as a people who are not going to do the right thing; one
accepts them as they are: a corrupt people.
I believe that contemporary Africans
must undergo cognitive dissonance whereby they learn that their habitual
patterns of thinking and behaviors are no good. They then gradually learn new
thinking and behaving patterns. They would eventually gain a different type of
cognitive consistence. In the meantime, they must go through the anxiety of
cognitive conflict.
In the present many Africans try to
avoid the pain of cognitive conflict by dismissing the person presenting
alternative ideas; they disregard the purveyor of truth so as not to experience
the cognitive dissonance listening to the truth would generate in their static
minds.
The Manner
A Message Is Presented Matters
I must admit that I tend to be
harsh, to say the truth in such a manner that it seems like an attack on folk.
If folk feel attacked they would counter attack the attacker to protect
themselves.
Given what we know about human
nature, even when human beings do bad things they do not want other people to
know about it. Prostitutes do not want to be called prostitutes. Criminals do
not want to be called criminals. Selling people is bad and those who did such a
horrible thing do not want other people to call them sellers of people. Here I
come and confronted Africans by calling them slave sellers. They must have felt
like I outed them, placed in the public domain that which they hide, exposed
the skeletons in their closets, washed their linen in public.
How could one of them do such a
dreadful thing, they must have wondered?Am I not supposed to collude with them
and hide what they are ashamed of?
Alas, if I colluded with them and
hid their shame they would continue doing shameful things.
Evil is done in darkness. Whatever
is hidden must therefore be brought to light, for correction is made in the
light, not in darkness.
It is true that the manner a
message is presented makes a world of difference, determines whether it is
accepted or rejected. My wife keeps telling me that it is not the truth but how
it is said. That is what marketing is all about, saying things that people
would accept.
You can teach Africans about what
they are doing without seeming to attack them. If they perceive your teaching
as an attack on them they would be defensive and counter attack; if they feel
that you put them down they would try to put you down, so that you feel the
pain you caused them.
My wife keeps telling me, you
cannot experience what you did not want to experience. So, if you feel attacked
by Africans you must have wanted them to attack you. You wanted them to attack
you by attacking them.
What do you expect, for those
attacked not to defend themselves by counter attacking their attacker? Let us
get real!
If you are attacked by other people
you have attacked them and want them to attack you. You enjoy attacking people
and they enjoy attacking you.
If you do not want to be
attacked by people then do not have attack thoughts and do not attack people.
You can teach people about their ego
dances without attacking them. And if they feel attacked, for the world kills
its prophets, then know that they are attacking your ego and body, which do not
exist, anyway.
They are attacking egos and bodies
that do not exist hence no one is attacking you. Since no one is attacking you
then forgive those you falsely thought were attacking you.
You can only feel psychological pain
if you identify with your ego and perceive others attack it; if you do not
identify with the ego and others attack it you would not feel pain. Indeed, if
you do not identify with body and other people attack what passes as your body
you would not feel pain?Attack would not have effect on you unless you identify
with body and ego.
Speak the truth and let those who
hate the truth attack your ego, and body and since those are not your true
identity they are not attacking you.
Jesus believed that he was stating
the truth and he was. His truth, however, was perceived as an attack by the
people he addressed it to. Feeling attacked, they counter attacked him:
arrested him, judged him guilty and killed him. They killed him to preserve
their belief system.
Jesus knew that he was speaking the
truth; he also knew that folk felt attacked by him hence counter attacked him.
He accepted their attack; he accepted their killing him. But he did not do so
until he had completed delivering his message. Indeed, been killed was the
final act in his mission to show mankind that death is not real. (Jesus later
resurrected from death. Body is an illusion; no one is born in body or dies;
our belief in body makes it seem real to us; Jesus withdrew his belief that he
is body and that he is capable of death and became aware of his eternal nature,
spirit.)
The point is that folk tend to feel
attacked by those who speak the truth. I speak the truth about Africans. They
see my truth as attacking them. They are defensive and counter attack me. I
accept their attack, for they necessarily feel attacked by me though at a
higher level I am not attacking them.
I will not be defensive to their
attacks. I forgive them. I know that they would only accept the truth I teach
when they are ready for it.
In the meantime one must be
realistic. In realism, one cannot ask Africans not to be themselves by doing
what they do. Africans must be themselves. Let them be. All that one can do is
learn about their stunted and warped characters; one learns from their refusal
to look into their souls and make necessary changes; one learns about their
tendency to attack messengers of truth.
Africans do not serve other people;
they always look for ways to exploit other peoples weaknesses. They are like
criminals in their psychological structures.They have strong defense against
self understanding.
Asking them not to criticize me is
asking them not to be themselves; they see me as the guy who exposed them as
the sham they are and they want to destroy me so that they would keep living as
phony superior fools who have contributed nothing to evolution.
They are like school children. One
should not exchange verbal assaults with them. An adult does not argue with
children; instead, he shows them the truth and leaves them to fight it or
accept it when they are ready for it.I will no longer squabble with those
Africans who fight my efforts to tell them the truth about them.
In conclusion, I have learned
that Africans, as well as some non-Africans, do not want to look into their
souls and see what is there. They would rather pretend to be nice persons when,
in fact, they are not. Those who are motivated to articulate the truth, as they
see it, must keep doing so regardless of what their intended audience says or
does. The truth is always a lone voice in the wilderness.
Ozodi Thomas Osuji
January 24, 2008
ozodiosuji@gmail.com

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