AS youths, they were able bodied men with dreams and aspirations struggling to make the best out of life. They were soldiers who were called to battle by the circumstances that emanated from a political fiasco at a time none of them was prepared to face the unknown.

They were freedom fighters who saw the inhuman treatment meted out to their people and were convinced by their leaders that they had a reason to defend their existence.

They took up arms against a nation that they once belonged to and which their fathers and fore-fathers fought together for its independence from the exploitative grips of the colonials who were determined to rule them from a place their generations were taken to as slaves.

They went into a war with barely few weeks of training in combat against an army whose superior weaponry and training in combat gave them no chance to survive in the eyes of the world but they sacrificed their all to defend their ethnic existence.

Forty years after the war in which they became more of the vanquished than the verbal declaration of “No Victors No Vanquished” made by the Federal Government, in the eyes of those they fought for and against as the enemies.

As it is said, every soldier has a story to tell, the members of the Disabled Veterans of the Nigeria Civil War Association have sober tales to tell after heroic sacrifices and escapades that cost most of them their future and dreams they once longed for.

In their impoverished abode located along the Enugu-Onitsha Express way in Oji Local government of Enugu State , the men who were once regarded as brave hearts reminiscenced on how it has been 40 years after the civil war that happened in the country.

To them the infamous declaration of the former head of state, General Yakubu Gowon's holds no iota of truth as they are the vanquished than war heroes and are now regarded to a great extent as the enemies that the Nigerian nation once and still has.

But in the midst of all the pains and extremely challenging conditions they exist, they have a consolation; they are alive and have hope and will possibly have a decent burial when death comes calling.

For Lawrence Onyegbu, surviving the war is what counts.

“We are alive and that's what matters most. Many people that went to the battle field did not come out alive. Some were blown to pieces and never made it but even as we are sitting here day after day trying to make ends meet through the benevolence of kind Nigerians, we are consoled by the fact that we wake up everyday to fend for ourselves through this means.”

They all share one thing in common as former comrades at arms; each and everyone of them is physically challenged and has been for the past 40 years but the seasons past has not in any way blurred the ugly incidents that led to their being in the condition they presently are. As soldiers, they still have memories. Casmir Mbonu remembers how he was recruited.

“I was recruited into the Biafran Army at Umuna Training depot and was posted to the 9th battalion. From there I went to Umuahia to be the special guard to our then head of State, Gen Odumegwu Ojukwu. In December 1968, there was too much bombing at Umuahia so we were drafted down to the 14th Division in the Aba Area,” he revealed.

Uzim Chuks was 17 years old when he enlisted in the army.

“We volunteered to fight the war because of the atrocities we saw with our very eyes been done to our people, no one forced me into the army. Any youngman in Biafra then was willing to fight for our people,” he said.

Mbah Joseph aged 63 and a father of six children served in the Ojukwu Brigade at the 7th Battalion in Umuahia .

“I was in the Infantry Division and wanted to go into the battle. Nobody was thinking about the future, the present them gave no hope for what was to come as all we wanted was to defend ourselves. I enlisted into the army after I saw our people being brought back from the North; Igbo people and they were indifferent conditions of pain, agony and death.

Everything they ever laboured for was gone. Some of the survivors told us of how anything Igbo was being killed; kids as young as five years were murdered in broad day light. That was enough reason for me to join the army of liberation for Ndi-Igbo.”

Having undergone little or no training, the immature soldiers fought with bravery and were able to hold the equipped Nigerian Army for almost four years to the surprise of their then enemies and to the amazement of the world at large.

They confessed that they actually fought with less ammunition but much bravery.

“We had nothing to start with; we fought with little arms and ammunition and it still baffles me how we survived for so long. I believe God was on our side otherwise we would have been overrun by the enemies a long time before the war ended. There was a time we fought with our hands; Biafra manufactured weapons that sustained us,” Uzim recalls.

One memory each of the veterans have is the day they were hit either by the bullets from their opposing forces or shrapnel that originated from the mortar shells fired by the Federal forces or bombs dropped on them during heavy aerial attacks.

Festus Mba who is the secretary of the association remembers vividly where he got wounded in battle,

“At Abala in the Azumini sector. I was shot in a gun battle between us and the enemies,” he readily said.

Ambrose Oko who was recruited in September 1968 and served in the Afikpo sector was wounded also in that sector.

For Uzim Chuks who had fought for two years before his accident, he got wounded in September 1969 and has ever since remained confined to a wheelchair while Bartholomew Ezeife was shot in the stomach region at Nkpor near Onitsha while serving in the 11th Battalion of the Biafran Army.

Even in their present pitiable conditions, the veterans still maintain they have no regrets with the condition the war put them. Patrick Adiele when asked if he would fight again under similar circumstances, courageously replied in the affirmative.

“The reason we fought was not because we were strong or powerful, we fought to defend ourselves and should the situation repeat itself, we will defend ourselves because the people we fought against them came with a mission to annihilate us. That gave us no chances at all than to take up arms,” he said.

Mbonu still believes they fought for the right cause as he maintained that they war was brought to them.

“We fought for the right cause because we did not plan for the war; it was imposed on us. You will not be in your home knowing that somebody wants to eliminate you and you wouldn't fight back,” he said.

 Being the physical, visible and human victims of a war in which their commander-in-chief whose decision to go into exile despite the call for all soldiers to fight to the last man contributed to the surrender, the ex-soldiers did not feel betrayed by his action.

“I felt very happy when he took that decision,” Uzim reveals, “Nobody will stay and see his head of state captured or killed. If that happens, that means the whole cause for which we fought failed.”

But that notwithstanding, they feel betrayed by the false declaration of No Victor No vanquished as what they later witnessed and are still experiencing is a far cry from what was proclaimed by the Gowon-led government.

“I feel 100 per cent betrayed by that. They should have a rethink and know what went wrong. I believe some people don't want the real intentions to be carried out,” Mbah Joseph pointed out.

Another recent development that painfully opens the wound that they sustained four decades ago was the recalling of ex-Nigerian Army Officers that fought on the Biafran side who the Federal Government paid them gratuity and pensions. To the veterans, that gesture was discriminative as well as biased even though they understood the basis on which the benefits were disbursed.

“We know that Ojukwu and others were serving in the Nigerian Army before the onset of the war and we are happy he was called back but then, what about us that were lured into the war? We should also be compensated in one way or the other. The FG should pay us also,” the association's secretary declared.

Ifeatu Joseph, another member of the association is of the opinion that since they all fought in one war, the spirit of reconciliation with which the gesture was supposed to bring should also be extended to them.

“The No Victor, No Vanquished proclamation should have guided the government. The way Okeke was treated, Okafor should benefit too. This selective payment of ex-Nigerian Army Officers is not good after all we were all soldiers," he said.

To their fellow comrades at arms, who were beneficiaries of the largess of the policy, the veterans had mixed feelings for as they believed the spirit of Espirit d' Corps that bound them should have touched them to speak up on their behalf.

“They are the one that are supposed to have taken up our case especially our former Commander-in-Chief, Col. Ojukwu,” Ambrose Oko, a father of three argued, “Whatever Ojukwu says about us will be taken seriously but it is unfortunate that it went the way it did. We have resigned ourselves to fate. We fought as soldiers but have now been abandoned. If he wants to help us, we will be happy and appeased but if they keep on turning deaf ears to our pleas, we can't do anything than wait for the day death will come calling.” He said.

But the more painful experience they are can't bear is the manner in which most of the South-East governors has been treating them.

“We are always here and see them passing with their convoy and they don't look at us. They were children when we were in battle to save them from being annihilated but today we can't even attract their sympathy. Let them know that the God of the Igbos is watching,” Ifeatu sounded.

Do they still believe in the Proudly Nigerian project? They happily replied that they are the crop of Nigerians that are still been seen as the enemies and to them that is the worst ill treatment that touches their innermost soul but then, they still see the sky and birds that fly around them, they still get alms from some kind-hearted Nigerians and they are grateful for that singular priviledge of not being buried six feet deep like so many of their comrades who died in defence of Biafra.

Robot  # 1 | 28.08.2008 22:28

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Agidimolaja  # 2 | 29.08.2008 03:17

I shall be home for christmas and among the people I would love to meet with is Festus Mba.The reason is this;we have few things in common. He was at Abala in Azumini sector during the war. I was too, but on Federal side. He sustained injury at Abala.I did too,inside Abala market. Yes,I was wounded at the dreadful Abala market where Biafrans{for reasons best known to them}concentrated large amount "ogbunigwes". Lukily,my wound was not by "ogbunigwe". Maybe, like some of my luckless mates I may not be around here today, as "ogbunigwe" on most cases did not spare its victims. My friend Kasali became like corned beef at the hand of "ogbunigwe" inside Abala market. The story of non payment of pensions is almost the same on the side of Federal troops who were used to prosecute the war.Many of the troops that did the fightings are now suffering greatly.I heard that several of them are now camping in Lagos and Abuja and keeping vigil,waiting for their long overdue pensions.They are homeless and beggers today because the mean-hearted Federal Government that conned them into taking up arms to keep Nigeria one have literally abandoned them after the mission was acomplished.It is sad.Very sad that successful Federal Governments of Nigeria can behave herself in this manner especially the military governments that was expected to be more concerned about the plight of her ex-servicemen. What an ungreatful nation do we have. I sent few things to them through a friend like a drop in the ocean but how far can it go?They needed more than my widowsmite. The bitter truth is that all those ex-Biafran sodiers that are now neglected and languishing are totally unknown to any Federal Government of Nigeria. The reason is that they are not products of federal government.They are only known as "rebels". Therefore it is a total waste of time if any of them are looking up to that mountain for any help to drop down.Also it is rather unfair to blame the government for their plight since the goverment of Nigeria did not bring them into existence as a fighting unit. We all know too well that the slogan,"no victor no vanquished" is nothing but mere words of laughter.Nigeria was victorous and Biafra vanquished. Facts can't be denied. Also,the project of Rehabilitation and Reconstruction proclaimed by Gen.Gowon in1970 immediately after the civil war did not include exbiafran fighters. Unfortunately,all the money invested in the program then ended up in the pockets of Ukpabi Asika and few Igbo leaders.Remember,it is Nigeria. As an act of uncommon gesture,the Federal Government turned the dismissal of all ex Nigerian soldiers that did war in Biafra to retirement and paid what was considered as their dues. Like I said,it is very uncommon in military tradition and I'm afraid if such had happened before in any part of the world. It is sad however that Igbo leaders and warlords are so uncncerned about the plights of these disabled exBiafran fighters that were assembled, hurriedly trained and deployed into trenches to do battles. Most of their superiors and Igbo political leaders who spearheaded Biafra then including the leader,Ikemba Emeka Ojukwu are still alive today and living fine. But it is heart breaking to discovered that no one cares to take bread and water to those unfortunate past fighters. Igbo Chiefs,political leaders etc ,you are guilty in this case. Let all blames go to these groups and not the government of Nigeria. Since the Federal Government did not recruit them, it is virtually impossible for her to do anything for them who are considered as unknown or rebels. Therefore it is the sole responsibility of Igbo leaders to see to the welfare of these men who were there for Igbo Kingdom when it counted most. Igbos are a very rich and prosperous group of people.They are as well in high places as far as Nigeria is concerned.But if greed and selfishness and pride etc would let them be jointly concerned about the deplorable conditions of these exbiafran sodiers who gave their yesterdays for Igbos today is a different story.

aguabata  # 3 | 29.08.2008 16:26

@agidimoloja thanks for the pain you took in responding this article and the shared memories it brought to you, but I rather you advice on the neglected soldiers on your federal side. :rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes: That said: i remember a story of a man who was in his second year at the university of nigeria nsukka during the pogrom, he saw dismembered bodies of easterners piled at 9th mile corner and ran back to tell his class mates, they came back to the scene and from there four out of the six of them marched to Enugu to be recruited in the biafran army, such was the spontaneity of the voluntary recruitment at the outset of the war. That man is currently a deputy Vice chancellor of one of the universities in nigeria. Our biafran soldiers fought with their hearts and with every conviction, the poor veterans deserve all the help they can get. I wish to let people know that I'm aware of individuals who routinely offer help to them, I praise and encourage them and I'm ashamed of all the time I speed past them, I have stopped a few times but i know i could do a lot better. Igbos could do a lot better.